I really don't know

Am I who I was as a child

I highly doubt it

That sweet little girl has been through a lot

Pain, misery, middle school, bullys

Not beating up physically but the worst kind mental

They hurt me bad

Making me doubt everything i do

Then in high school I felt like I couldn't trust

It's hard to trust when you get hurt so much

You don't want to hurt again

So I put up a wall of confidence

Is it real?

I have no idea

Who am I?

Am I that sweet little girl

I think i still have her in me somewhere waiting to come out

Or maybe I have to turn my likes and dislikes into who I am