Shit, When someone don't love me what can I do?

Am I supposed to wait for there sudden change in heart?

Am I supposed to just be led on into this continuous train ride to no avail?

Love is special i just can't let someone who doesn't accept the love i've given them not return it.

Man fuck her so what is she doesnt love me .

She aint that good looking anyway…

Her breath stinks and her smile is ugly….

…. Or maybe she's the one

She turns her head and begins to talk to me

An angel , a goddess, Athena or maybe aphrodite in the flesh turns her head and begins to say…

you dropped that..

I am at first hesitant say anything her gaze freezes me as one may do if to look into the eyes of medusa.

My heart races and before I can comprehend the time that has passed shes gone down the hallway already.

I missed my chance, coach always told me never let opportunities pass me up.

I failed.

Distraught at the events my brain levels of norepinephrine begin to deplete

and my head I want to pull the imaginary trigger of the toy gun i've hidden in my backpack and just (breath in…) and pull it.

Ill be alright ill be okay i'll find another love…

as times passes my story repeats itself and young boys across the world are met with a similar fate

as this questions and the scenario of what do you do if someone doesn't love you back continues to