When my soul became still
Hush hush listen closely to what I have to say
You only have one life so choose how you may
Why did I have to open my heart
Why did I say I love you
Why did I even take the chance to see
Why did I even open the door so quickly
*** I realized that within my heart I saw and felt I had never stopped loving you yet I tried my hardest to suppress my true feelings***
What was I searching for that made me so eager to try
I wanted to love you but did I really know why
I wanted to embrace you and hold you close
I wanted to belong I wanted to feel
now my soul cries out it’s getting dark in here!!
It’s a lot and too much to carry
Please shine the light so my heart to can merry
I’m trying to regain what’s let of me
but just like that
My souls rocks alone silently.
Telling myself that I will be okay
Still as I rock, rock to the rhythm of my heart
I’m speechless, what can to say?
My Mind is retracing of memories I’ve kept
Wondering what went wrong
If only correcting my choices
Just maybe that will help.
I’m eager to love wanting to love hard
Choosing whom I love comes straight from my heart.
I have no secret agendas nor do I like to play
Especially when I connect with you
I’m yours and with you I will stay.
Don’t say or do anything that you are not ready for
If I’m not whom you want let us both just close this door.
Walk away of love that’s unrequited
This time I pray that this loneliness will be lifted
Tears flows, spilling out how much I loved and went hard for you
Even if In secret we shared a true bond “ IT WAS ME AND YOU”