When Education Is Lost
Location
Automatic voice
Teacher talks despite herself
Even she is bored
Someone’s head bobs back and forth
As if to keep conscious
I feel myself fade
I feel myself disappear
Until I’m gone
But it doesn’t bother her
She doesn’t put on her face
All of us stare out
Farther then the classroom walls
Everything, nothing
Waiting, waiting, waiting gone
We hear homework and come back
But just for seconds
Because now we’re wondering
What we’ll have for dinner
He sings lyrics in his head
And she thinks about he
Really, no one cares
And It’s surprising how much
We all can’t care
Phones, rest, reminders of our own lives
Keep us alive, but just enough
To keep us sitting
That’s what we’re supposed to do
Too tired to make war
Even the window flea attempts escape
He slams himself on the glass with desperation
The girl next to me
Starts to hold her breath
I think she’s trying to pass out
The clock hand slows down
It starts to crawl and laugh at us
Is it possible?
All this talking will make us sick?
We all look so ill
We’re static and half awake
This is one of the slow times