You have been gone for months now.
All I can think of is "wow".
How much my life has changed,
How much it has rearranged.
First came doubting happiness,
Then worrying about my selfishness.
Is it too much to ask to be happy?
Or to at least not feel so crappy.
Not having to worry what will be next,
Or who's going to have me vexed.
One thing I know for sure,
Is that I will find the cure.
But I will need the help of others,
The ones I call my sisters and brothers.
I am too proud to ask for help,
Please don't wait until you hear me yelp.

So, what's next?