WHATS MY VALUE

Would you cry if today was my last day would you fall to your knees and beg God to bring me back?
Am I the person that lights up your world when darkness comes and leaves you left to  be misplace.
 Do you value me and if you do why?
Besides I'm a good friends or someone special I want to  be known for something words can't describe.
That your heart aches because that's how much you love me.
That you worry when I'm sad and text me  just to see  if I would respond .
But what if you didn't notice and you left me without a respond .
I  begin to wonder where I  stood in your presents .
That you would spend a day holding me tight making time no longer exist when your with me.
That you treat me  just the same as I do you.
What makes me worth your time, worth you company that you look into my eyes and see something that only you could realize.
What's my value a person you trust, to always depend on someone you know would always be there when you think you have no one.
I was the person still standing by your side..
Ask yourself have you ever left my side.
Was their times when you let me down.
But you saw me continue to let you push me aside because I let you reach your happiness.
WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT ME!!!
 or maybe you will not notice if I left...  
What stands before you is myself that I let you precious and keep but some days I wasn't worth any attention.
You text me when you need an answer or advice but once I break down I distance myself into a disguise because the moments I don't hear from you .
You show me that I didn't  matter.
But once your're  out of breath you come crying to me that I slowly whip my own tears Because Why should you see something so weak lose the last amount of strength that I gave to you.
I gave more then I had left for myself leaving me with the questions.
 
DID I MATTER THEN WHY DID YOU LEAVE. 
 
DID YOU CARE OR JUST WANTED ME TO CARE FOR YOU ..
 
THINK THOSE MOMENTS I CAME TO COMFORT YOU.. 
 
WHAT'S MY VALUE ...
I GUESS I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU
This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country
Our world

Comments

powerful.imani

who do you value 

powerful.imani

Sometimes it worth more to see someone value. Respect and appreciate the ones who cherish you because how can you value someone if the only time you seem to care about them is when you need something .once they notice that you don't care they  soon will disappear .WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT ME 

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