when you were young,

you had an idea of what you wanted to become.

and now that you're getting old

your choices are a lot less bold

because the future is scary.

like... very

and people think i should be merry, but i'm not

i get the feeling that i'm shot by the thought of having to leave one day

the prices i have to pay

growing up and going away,

but God has a will.

no matter how scared i feel,

His love is real.

and the future? i'll have to deal with it

because i will be free

and God will allow me to see

what He really wants me to be.