t's been over two months since you left us

something you swore you'd never do

it took me this long to realize you have no intention of coming back

your promises were always empty, just like the future you swore you'd give us

i see you now, smiling in her pictures

maybe if i stare at your face long enough i will forget how much i used to love it too

yet here i lie with tears running down my face, hoping our son doesn't wake up to see them

knowing you probably haven't thought about us in weeks

at least that's what the caller id says

maybe i will see your smile again one day, with those perfect teeth and lips i used to kiss

then again, i never did know how to make you happy

did i?