What I Wanted To Be
I was poured from the well of the sky, where even the rain is pure
Trickling from the bucket, where I froze into the mold I was made to be
Feeling every ounce of me consolidate into the perfect person,
only to meet the sun, and soon, become a melted reminder of what I was expected to be
I was mixed from the recipe box in the drawer, where even the silver is spotless
Thrown with love, and a dash of sweet, to be stirred with reality into the pan I was made to be in
Seeing every bit of me form into the delight I was expected to be,
only to meet the bottom of the trash, for not tasting as I was predicted to be
I was picked from the garden along the road, where even the weeds smell divine
Swaying in the autumn breeze, where I was pulled from the root into the vase I was meant to be in
Captivated by the overwhelming sensation of death, feeling that I was soon to perish,
only to be watered again from the skies in which I came from, and into what I was expected to be
I was carved from the caves in the south, where even the dirt is soft
Engraved with the knives of those who knew who I needed to be
Enclosed by the point of the knife, receiving the piercing into my sides,
only to meet the crumbling rubble of what I was wanted to be carved into
and with all this, to be molded,
to be mixed, to be picked, to be carved
So perfectly, so divine, into the one they all could see
When all this time, it wasn't who I wanted to be
-Chloe Aldecoa