What Do You Do
What do you do
When your heart says yes
But your mind says no
When your logic says leave
But your love won’t let you go
When you love them more than you could ever explain
But day after day they bring your heart pain
When they’re all wrong for you
But you feel you need them to be right
When they could have done so wrong that day
But you still make sure to say I love you that night
When you both keep saying you’re through
But then come back and say “I can’t be without you”
When you try and try and continue to fail
But your heart won’t let you quit
When they really are your bad habit your drug
But you can’t seem to shake the fit
When they have made you feel horrible so many times
But yet and still they’re always on your mind
When being with them is unhealthy
But being without them seems fatal
When you’re basically in a relationship
But they just don’t want the label
When they have the #1 spot in your heart
But it seems maybe you two should be apart
When you thought that things were changing
That you were really making progress
But then they told you how things really were
And you felt your heart couldn't mean less
When they said they were just trying to protect you
But instead they wrecked you
When they were the final straw
Sending you into a depression
When now half of the time you can’t even focus
Because you’re too busy having a self pity session
When you cry your eyes out for hours at a time
But most of that time you can’t even point out why
When you feel you have to hide it
So you wear a fake smile everyday
But then someone notices that something’s off
And they ask you if you’re okay
When that small trigger starts the tears to falling
And suddenly you’re balling
When you try to explain what’s wrong
But no one seems to get it
When you almost feel that you’d rather be dead
Because emotionally you’ve reached your limit
What do you do When you feel like you’re worthless
You have to dry your tears, lift you head, And remember that someday you’ll find your purpose