So many things that I wish we had known

You feel like a stranger; used to feel like home

I keep saying I hate you; you know it's not true

As far as I'd run; I'd crawl back to you

I'm in love with the ghost of the thing we once were

Still holding on; you're still holding her

I keep saying I hate you; you know it's not true

As far as I'd run; I'd crawl back to you

Cry myself to sleep; I'm cuddled with him

He's the best of the best; but you know you'd still win

I keep saying I hate you; you know it's not true

As far as I'd run; I'd crawl back to you

I don't know if I love him; still looking for proof

I tell him I love him; I'm thinking of you

I keep saying I hate you; you know it's half-true

As far as I run; I hope I never see you