I have the weight of the world on my shoulders...and my back is begining to break. My heart feels heavy, like its down in the pit of my stomach. My mind feels blank and i can only think of darkness. My mouth is open, but no words come out. My eyes are begining to water but no tears run down my face. I feel nothing. Not even my arms or legs. I am paralyzed with emotion. My body can no longer move to the motion of my commcand. I no longer have the strength in the me to pull myself together...will i be like this forever?