Wandering On

I fight this battle hard and true
To find a way to make me new
But for all the pain that does ensue
I have me to thank and not you.
 
I'm tired out and torn apart
Ever since we broke each other's heart.
Such a feat came at a great cost
For that's when I found I was lost.
 
It seems that I am finding out
That evermore I'm finding doubt, 
For every right I do feels wrong
And I'm left wandering, wandering on.
 
What I should do I know not,
I just hope me, you haven't yet forgot.
I've loved you since the day we met
Something I pray we never forget.
 
I long for things that have once been
To be with you, once again
Yet only at night can this ever be
For only in my dreams is it you and me.
 
It seems that I am finding out
That evermore I'm finding doubt.
For after midnight comes the dawn
And I'm left wandering, wandering on.
 
I stumble around looking to find me
Trying to search for something to remind me
Have I ever been in this place before?
Or is this the first time I've opened that door?
 
I think I've lost myself to the night
Losing hope when I lost my sight
I'm blinded, broken, battered, and bruised,
If I find me will I be any less confused?
 
It seems that I am finding out
That evermore I'm finding doubt.
For out of sight my hope has gone,
And I'm left wandering, wandering on
 
7/7/14
 

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