I pry my eyes open to see

a strength beyond my own

keeping me locked in behind

a blanket yet unknown

This force that hides my thoughts, my life

from ones i love and dont

a mascarade in lifes parade

participate? I wont.

A spiral down into the midst

of my minds silly game

a figured dark, and black as day

a puppet i cant tame

So go along this path, i must

and where it ends, ill find

but who i am, at the end

is niether me, nor mine