My worst nightmare is when a friend becomes a stranger,
and my feelings mean nothing.
Those memories meant nothing.
I used to fear feeling unwanted.
At worst, rejection.
At best, embarassment.
I have taken my fear by the shoulders
and yelled at her to get lost.
When a friendship goes downhill,
I do not give up as society instructs me.
I continue to pursure the friend I once had.
Even if they ignore me, I still remain availiable to them.
No one should have no one.
I will still tell you I am here,
Even if I am a voice in the void.