Living never seems to get easier Practice makes perfect  I m not trying to hear that Feeling depressed has never been easier I am befuddled  My pain is so loud  But it's subtle  Like heaven  It's on earth Flip my name its earth without the h I never caught the h  Am I going to h Because I lost my faith It's gotten to the point where I can't feel my heart ache Lil homie are you straight  I said yeah But you couldn't tell I had scoliosis My eyes are barely open My want to go to sleep These are the cards I was delt  I swear I never chose it Why was chosen I made a choice You only have sex with the women you love Or thought you did You would never want to foster a kid Running through the city with my bros  Running through the city with my bro  He messed me up What is loyalty You a king you think you royalty My parents never spoiled me