Unwanted love, my beloved
Everyone, everywhere
love me, desire me
let me be in all of your wet dreams and fantasy
men, women, all
I need to feel loved and wanted.
If I wasn't so careful I would allow
the beast to be unleashed,
unchained,
untied,
my sexual appetite would eat up anybody
who questions it, but no I restrain myself
for another day where I can feed
I'll feed so much my body will no longer
hunger for more
but be plush with so much food
Stop it
I must cease these dreadful thoughts
And yet I must,
quench the exhilarating, insatiable thirst
to be licked and touch and loved
I'm so desperate for a hug but
I pull away from many forms of touch
I dream of firm passionate kisses
Romantic nights of moon light
I pass at every pass I receive
No sir,
I'm not interested,
I don't speak English,
Later I think... what if
Till then I hunger,
thirst,
starve.