Untitled confusion

Wed, 08/16/2017 - 00:52 -- Ryde89

Living like this is hard
Like im tryin to find my way in the dark
Having this is worse then u can imagine
When i loss control who knows wat will happen
Walking on the boarderline while tryin to figure out who iam
Deep Emotions n dark thoughts is wat clouds your days
Wishing sometimes praying it would all just go away
You fill your heads with thoughts of what it would b like to b one of the normal sort ,Really must be nice being able to live a simple life
Feels like somethiings always missing anxiety always got me trippen
Abandonment issues will always b apart of my life to be able to fully trust someone would b nice
Nobody really knows what is like to never feel secure never feel at home never feel at ease never not worried never in control
Spiriling day to day living this way
Always feeling angry never know y no matter how hard i try these feeling are always filling me up inside
Y isnt there any answers for us who are
Grouped in the boarder line zone
Yes i have a problem yes i think its big i really need to get better for my kids
Who is there to turn to who will understand whats its like living with personality disorders that ppl call boarderline.

This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country
Our world

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