Funny to meet you here again
In those who always said they would never leave me
In those who always said they would never hurt me
Your name ring in my ear like tinnitus
Your the crucifixtion every time I feel like I have resurrected from your embrace
And escape the dullness you bring
Packed in your smile like an overflowing suitcase
If you were a sin I would have a reserved spot right next to Satan
I guess your the thing that defines me
We're deeply woven,tangeled and knotted
Like a black girl's natural hair on a bad hair day
What's your favourite way of ruling your kingdom?
Attacking the brain or puncturing the heart?
Spitting your lies and broken promises?
Reminding me to have trust issues
Reminding me to become numb randomly?
You fathom me everyday
Surprise me evryday with your expected rejection
I think I've become so use to your attacks
That constantly I sit back and I ask
what untruthful Lazarus do you have planned for my destruction today?