I want to hide right now, and never come out. I want to cry a river, quietly. I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to say. I'm just sitting here, looking around and feeling alone, like a loser. I just stay quiet, with my head bowed, staring at my phone. Pretending like I'm fine, like I'm just chillin', like I don't even care. This is pure agony. And it goes on, while I feel alone. Almost as if I were in a cell, all by myself. Fake smiles are dealt while people I know walk past, but my mind is elsewhere.


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