Unorthodox Truth

I try my hardest not to cry

Not to cry over something I can’t define

Can’t define by my means or yours

But for the both of us it seems like chores

Something we don’t want to do but it must be done

When I think of you I think of a rising sun

Your smile is my heart beat

Your touch does engulf me

Every time I see you, I know that with you is where I want to be

In your arms feeling oh so protected

And I hope you felt the same way in mine

I never thought that I could mess up so severely

But what I gave to you was my sovereignty, my strength, my all

But Love is known to be stronger than power

Feelings Yes love can devour

Silly thing is I’d rather that than to be alone

Not really alone but just without you

Two steps in yours is probably a mile in my shoe

Even though my shoes are bigger than yours

You really went through it all and more

Who was I to think that I can close that door; erase all those bad memories?

I thought I was someone who could change the way that you see

But instead I proved to you, something that you already knew

The fact that I can’t walk even a mile in your shoe

But I hope you forgive me for the pain I’ve cost, or probably for all of the precious time you lost

My intent wasn’t to waste your time, but to treat you like a Queen and make you mine

And for all of this I just ask one thing

That you forgive me for this and whatever complications I bring

Surely reality has set in and all I really want to say is

I’m Sorry!