But the words cant escape, they remain still.
Dreadfulness wash my pain,
As I slowly drown myself, try to keep myself sane.
I knew id cry in sorrow,
The gray cloud over my head would always follow.
Id continue the blood flowing,
As it runs down my arm.
I don't hurt anyone,
I just bring myself harm.
I'm a danger to my soul and mind,
Who knew id become something never wanted to be?
I know that sooner or later, id float in the wind,
But until then, I just drown in tears that formed a sea.
Is it foolish to beg for mercy,
When all I want is some comfort of a penny?
I can dream and seek the world,
But I might as well be a lonely girl.
One can never seek my mind,
For its to dangerous, it might even stop time.
I close down the clocks,
I smiled as it slowly stops the ticks and tocks.
The clouds can cover my eyes,
Its never right to be hiding the truth, behind a blanket of lies.
Quit messing with my heart,
I'm tired of all these stitches when break apart.
Slow motion causes destruction,
Noises cause too much commotion.
The end of my time has just began,
Its as if I became sand.
Slowly disappearing from everyone,
I now become one with the sun.
As I said earlier, is it foolish to beg for mercy,
When all I want is some comfort of a penny
Now I'm as lost as the stars
In the universe,
I just watch others being torn apart.