Unaware: two way mirror 

 

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Laying amongst these sharp blades

Trying to find the point to all this pain...
I find myself drifting off to sleep praying I'll rest in ur soul...
As I try to trade back all the broken pieces I hold...
I live amongst the butter snatch these days start to turn dim and old...
So I lay waste to these lies I'm told...
Burdens rest on my chest as I rest on needle points
They're weighing me down
I don't wiggle I don't squirm I make no sound...
pain caused; but the anguish was the very relief..
 I dove into my mind trying to find my every release...
I got demon eyes staring at me and there looking right though my anatomy Into my deepest fears...
All they see are burning bridges...
My lifes a gun and the pains the bullets that are relinquished 
from the pull of the trigger...
 I'm now all empty... 
And to think life can give pleasant miracles to less heavenly bound spirituals...

1,000 years old, yes I'm a riddle...

But tell me am i worth that decision
To choose to figure it out
 because hearts are breaking 
and I ain't tryna to have me or u caught in that collision
It just ends in the rivers of doubt...
We're trying to find others while staring each other down...
Like a two way mirror
you'll be looking in while I'll be looking...
Both clueless of the others stare but yet not standing unaware...

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