Two Months to Tomorrow
The shelves are lined with pink and red
Two colors that I wasn’t really fond of,
At least not when I was young
The heart-filled patterns and lovey dovey messages
Made my own heart feel cold
All I could do was ignore the truth
However
Two months ago
Everything changed
You accepted my rock
And I accepted yours
In a mutual feeling of the heart
Now everything is different
The pink and red don’t feel so black and blue
The heart-filled patterns mimic my own breath
Two months ago
I came back to life
Two months ago
My heart won over my head
And now every time I feel your arms around me
I feel safe
It’s like the ghost can’t get to me
It can’t break me down
It can’t tear me apart
Not when you hold me together
But when we’re apart
I can feel the shadow over my shoulder
I can hear the whispers come back
The lies seep into my soul
Choking me from the inside out
Making me believe in the horrors again
The only thing that keeps the ghost at bay
Is the thought of you
It starts with your smile
Builds up into your eyes
Flows through your hair
And falls back down into your hands
Eventually I get lost in the journey
And suddenly nothing else matters.