A burned exterior,
A hopeful interior.
The screeching yells within these walls,
I stand blank with a casual smile of a doll.
Rants flare in the air to others who care,
I dare to ignore due to being scared.
Self reflections I cannot bear.
The past behind my eyes,
it makes me tear out hairs.
A two faced wannabe regular,
One side burned,
The other yellow,
I never leanred what it meant to be a good fellow.
All the rage kept inside,
The anger so intense the soudntrack played by a cello.
My backbone so weak it was as if it were Jell-0.
Afriad to face the world with open arms,
I shut both eyes and let out my bellow.
Thoughts so innocent,
Yet the outcome so strange,
My moods do seem to range.
Am I to be seen as nice or mean?
I just want to be apart of some team.
I feel like a forever alone meme.
My mistakes are in the past,
I wish to continue my future and move forward fast,
All the pain caused me to fast,
I am suprised I was able to last.
Although I am two faced,
I wish to renew my case.
I want to setup a new base,
where I won't be chased.
All will be forgotten if I just count to seis.
My friends are my saviors,
I wish to never go back and act with that kind of behavior.