sometimes I don't wanted fight no more it's like me trying to keep moving while the the wind is slowly pushing you back to get to that someone but i'm pushing and pushing but sometimes i'm tired of the hearybreaks I don't understand why people don't listen when i say someone is sinking under water i'm tired of people saying i'm angry I wouldn't be angry if people stop leaving me here to suffer i'm tired of people saying im uncivil when i'm trying to be empathetic to a person who would rather get eaten alive why do I keep trying ? when all i'm going to get in return is a arrow right through my heart and i'm tired of regretting ,blaming ,and defeating myself when all i did was try