i happen to not say the truth all the time

i close my eyes to escape it all

but none of it seems to go away 

because everytime i open my eyes

i seem to be more confused than before

who am i, really ?

just one more liar 

just one more, of them 

i hide the pain and the tears behind the smile

and it seems that no one can see who i really am

because everyone is to busy hiding behind their lies

"i understand "

is what they all say

but no one understands

no one, but me