Can my eyes

Comprehend this realm

I have fallen before

Straight through the floor 

To hell

 

I would tell you the rest of my story

I'm just afraid you'd find it boring

Boring through my skull to my brain

I think I'm going insane

 

Laughter starts and stops

So aware of these ticking clocks

How long will they stay

That I could not know

Man I sure could use some dope

 

To relax me

To rewind me

To give me control

 

Please don't blame me

Don't you shame me

I have learned to adapt

i take over when I'm trapped