Have you ever lost the lack of sleep
because the thoughts in your head become too deep?
It dwells on your mind
because most people cannot ever decide
It seems to me nowadays its better to have death
because no matter which way you turn its like losing your last breathe
Going through the days just getting more depressed is a daily routine
trying to either careless or caring but your stuck in between
Never giving up is harder then it seems
the more things happens, the negativity is what you start to believe
Anything can happen just like that
thats why you gotta check your surroundings and watch your back
i dont understand why people have a "trust issue"
because you seem to run back to the person that hurt you as soon as they hit you with the "i miss you"
i stay to myslef most of the time
because i try to cope with myself without choosing a side
its like im trying to understand what my change needs to be
having people by your side is not a guarantee
its time for me to make a stand upon my path
settling for less would just be an aftermath
they say patience is the key to success
because getting to where you need to be takes progress
left or right you never know which way is good
thats why some people have misconceptions and misunderstoods
why can a person have so many decision?
and why do we have so many people forgetting their occupation and their ambtions
standing in the mist of love and hate
makes it hard to focus or concentrate
the situations now are like the same old things
ripping your heart out that wasnt attatched to no strings
im just tired of pretending, tired of the lies, tired og the sorrows
tired of being sad....tired of it all