Tied Down
I’ve tied my body to someone else’s for so long
Sewn my hands to another’s back
But now, I look down at the scars
From ropes and staples and thread
Years of securing myself to things destined to change
And there is not even a whisper attached to my skin
I must believe in myself
Stop looking for someone to anchor onto
And find the beauty others see in me
I sew my hands to my face
To wipe away my tears
To tuck stray hairs behind my ear
To caress my cheeks when I feel lonely
I sew my knees to my chest
To protect my heart
To allow myself to rest on a surface I know will not be swept out from under me