Did you ever wondered
Why am I still alive?
As you cried yourself to sleep
Or as you wake up in your bed
Or in a hospital bed.
How many times did you thought of just giving up?
Or to just end it all?
Have you ever wondered
What will happen after I die?
Well let me tell you
Your mom will get suspicious as to why
you're not coming out of the bathroom or your room.
She will force the door open
only to find you asleep
but you're not sleeping
And there's nothing they can do to bring you back.
The paramedis will come
They'll take your body to the morgue
because there's nothing they can do to bring you back.
Your body will be then sent to the funeral home
Your family will mourn you
But your mother will blame your death on herself
And she'll cry over you
And then she'll bury you
And cry even more because
She forgot to tell you that she loves you
That she never meant to hurt you
But if she had found you before?
The paramedics will try to do everything to keep you breathing.
And when they arrive to the hospital
They'll rush you, unconcious, to the ER.
The doctors and nurses will rush everywhere
They will do everything they can to keep you alive
But if you're slowly slipping away from their hands
They will beg you to stay with them
But if you die right in front of their eyes
They will still try to do everything they can to keep you alive
Until there's no point in it.
They will stop
To mourn your death.
They will clean your body
before putting it in a bag
And send you to wherever your body will go
And then they will go about through the day
With your death still present in their minds.
Don't let your worse take over.
Your absence will not be a relief to anyone
but an empty, hollow, and missing space.
There is so much ahead of you
Even if you can't see a tomorrow
But look forward to that little smile someone will give you