Ten Years of Change
Seven years old;
It’s that age where
We’re seemingly uncontrolled.
Where something unfair
Is a travesty, where being bold
Means picking up a worm, or maybe a pair.
At seven years old,
There was no despair;
Everything that glittered was gold.
Seventeen years old;
On a good day
The sun shimmers gold
And story ideas come like a bouquet.
But now being bold
Means going to college,
And throwing my life away.
I feel as though I’ll never be consoled;
My parents refuse to acknowledge
The weight of every failed scholarship essay.
There’s no more time to play;
My birthday is only a week away,
And being an adult
Seems less and less okay
Every single day.