Temptation
The night that I met you,
You lit up the room.
I didn't expect you to
Walk in, like BOOM!
You gave me a hug
Because you knew it was me
A lover of another
Anyone could see
All night long you caught my eye
Touching me, always there at my side.
I have memories of you when we sang
While the jukebox played songs that came out like BANG!
Your image is wild
Out there, no doubt
But what's funny is that
Your inside is different than out.
I hate that you are leaving a spell
On me
My thoughts are on you
Like pollen on bees
We talk every often,
But never for long.
Sometimes you'll text me
Then stop like something's wrong
Maybe I'm boring?
Maybe I nag
But sometimes when we talk
I feel like a drag
But when we're in person
I don't feel that way
Hanging with you
Can brighten my day
You're so exciting
As you bring these comforting vibes
I love how we can engage
In such random conversations
Although you bring light,
I know you aren't perfect.
There's a side to you
That is quite imperfect
Your fictitious tales for one
Are suspicious.
For the image you create
It's quite ridiculous.
Sleeping with seniors?
Falling in love with teachers?
Doing drugs and smoking reefer?
Paranormal Investigator? You teaser.
You're jealous of women,
What in the world?
It's so odd
This statement you've given.
Although you're unique
Eccentric, no doubt.
There's something about you
I can't stop thinking about.
You have sex with minors,
That say they're of age.
Do you want jail time
At a very high wage?
This is a problem
Cant deny it, it's true.
I only like
The good side of you.
I am happily taken
By the love of my life
The guilt that I feel
Stabs like a knife
Lust is easy to give into
But then I'll wind up feeling blue
I'll feel guilty breaking
The 80/20 rule
You, my lust, my crush, my temptation
Must help me stop this fascination
When I no longer see the good side of you,
All this madness will finally end
I know that we would never be
Because you would use me like a tool
Then I would be hurting,
Looking like a damned fool
And my boyfriend would feel
No sympathy for me
For deceiving him
Saying "Couldn't you see?"
As contradicting as it seems
I would never leave the love of my life
For only a difference
Of fun for one night
Temptation is strong
Because it blinds full view
I only see
The good side of you.