To Tarnish
I hope you see warm sun
Because your skin is cold.
I hope you feel my rust
Because these gears have mold.
My heart was made from human hands.
My saw blades cut through bone.
My steam clanks slice through warm fibers
And now your hand is lively gold.
I guess I threw you in a cage
From sin to screw a tarnished age.
And saw blades can’t say sorry
Even if windfelt rain drowns to Christen.
But I’m crying human tears
And smashing the cogs for you to listen.
I hope you embrace a honey dahlia and not my platinum heart.
Because I cannot make but not one good gift from it
Like the sweet taste of summer apple tarts.
And I hope you forget the scars too quickly
And I hope she sews the skin
Because saw blades can only cut,
And your pain can’t be wrapped with tin.
I remember our saffronsoft sundipped days,
But I forget my doubledspindled bound ways.
We danced in and out
against and for
My sturdy tools and your nurturing blood
Hoping through the fire and flood.
And saw blades can’t say sorry
At least not where flesh can hear.
Metal all too well loves living clay
Yet living fleets to death and drear.