You!
You
get to live my life… My dream life
Right in front of me
I just one step behind… I try to outwit you, but you
Are already there, waiting in the shadows of the spotlight
Behind me but ahead of me; in every way

It is like we are attached at the hip, but I barely know your name
Fraternal twins with hate…pumping from heart to limb
I hate you… I hate you
I hate myself?
You better me…. You dream me…
You steal my life
Right out of my hands
Serpent worm half, better half

I need an out.
To live my own life; the way I want, the way I have only dreamed
But tell me how to outwit myself.
Fight club internal battle till death do we part
Damn

Kyle Essex