Suicidal Part 1
The voices in my head are crying out and screaming
My soul sobs in distress and agony
My heart beats anxiously, fearing what may become of me
And my eyes spout tears pouring down my face like a ravenous downpour
I take the bottle filled with my demise
and open it with no hesitation
The negativity within possesses my every move
While the real me is locked away deep in my forgotten space
I pour out as many pills as my hand permits me
And with a swig of water, I attempt to down it all like a shot of whiskey
My body slowly begins to react to the many chemicals entering it
With too much of it to process, my body gives up on even trying to live
Knowing fully there’s no way it can come back from this
As my body gives up, the world disappears around me
I’m now shrouded in a place of darkness
No telling whether heaven or hell is before me
But I know I have sinned greatly, to all who may still have a little shroud of care for me
They should have saved me when they had the chance