I struggle,

I don't understand.

Why do I fall,

Fall into this temptation?

I try and fight it.

But yet, I still loose.

Why would God love me?

Why does he still?

I look to my past,

See all my regrets.

I've failed,

I've slipped,

I've let others down. 

Why would I do that?

Why do I still?

How do I fight this?

Where do I start?

I don't want to admit it.

I don't want to come clean.

I'm scared of rejection,

I'm scared of myself.

I can't do this alone.

But why does that matter?

The war has been won!

Fully, completely paid all by my savior.