The new school year is already biting me.
can't seem to get the hang of chem,
and can't seem to land a good pre calc teach.
I am not failing any classes,
but to me,
it feels that I am failing everything.
Just started a job that is fast paced
and it takes so much concentration.
"smile at the customers"
when I am so,
Taking a college class isn't helping.
Haven't been able to ace anything.
So tired by the time I get to that class,
I just want to sleep.
Missed the bus today because
I had to talk to one of the club teachers.
Why am I joining a club again?
don't I have enough to worry about?
My relationships with people have seem to weaken.
My friends from last year have grown farther apart.
feeling so stressed out does not help.
I go to bed every night at 11, to get up at 6.
I Know I am not getting enough sleep!
Don't want to get up...But I have to,
No one seems to get the fact that I have
clubs, sports, work, college classes, and still
have house things to deal with!
So Effing tired these days...
just want to lay down...
and never wake up.