So Tired
I’ve never been so sure that I’m tired
It seems that something happens every week
Just like the first time you ignore me
But as time passes, it hurts even more
I forget when it became unbearable
I just know that I’m falling down
I’m falling so fast
I know I won’t catch myself
I can’t wish to fall into your arms
I know you won’t be at the bottom
You can’t see past the smile
But these tears are for you
At night I struggle to breathe
But you won’t see that part of me
I’m positive that you don’t know how to help
You are just to blind
And I don’t want to explain
So I take it all this pain
Sitting in a painful silence
I just want to scream out
And tell you all that I need
But something in me speaks
It says you don’t care
I open my eyes and realize that its true
And right now I know for sure
I’ve never been so damn tired.