there was a whole lot more to what i was trying to say
so much more secrets i could never say
she would never leave me
still to be on the safe side
i never mentioned my drug abuse
i did not want to hurt her
more then i already did
i couldn't tell dad
i was his baby girl
i know they knew
it was not hidden
drugs change me
into something different than i wanted to be
as much as i denied it i couldn't change it
did i want to?
no i love the feeling<3