I don't know whether it's pain or pleasure

but it hurts

But it hurts

so exquisitely 

There's  something wrapped too tight around me

and i can't breathe

but it hurts

So I pull it closer

It hurts and i can't breathe and

it's divine

there is nothing more beautiful

there wil never be anything as beautiful

as this feeling

Because it's pain and it's pleasure and 

i know i can't breathe

but

i don't want to

i don't need to

Because it hurts 

and i am Feeling

i'm suffocating

but i'm free and

i'm me

so who needs oxygen anyway?

i'm feeling

and outside my bedroom door there are other people feeling too. 

So I pull it closer