I think i'm losing my best friend

There is no possible way

That this could really be the end.

I have gained and lost friends

In this short year.

But yet i have never felt so alone

This scares me and i fear

I won't have anyone left

That i can trust 

Can't help but feel depressed.

 

She is so quiet

And that's not like her

I try to talk to her

But she doesn't answer

I don't even know why I bother.

 

Always by myself

We try to make plans

But she always ends up canceling

And now i can't help

But to feel abandoned

 

I see the way she is with everyone else

And that hurts me

Because that's not how she is with me

I don't know what happened

It just doesn't make any sense.