September 11th
Here we go again
Don’t touch me
It was you this time
NOT me
Instead of saying yes
I said no
Was not answer
I tried to break it down for you every time
I spat on your backbone
In order for you to see
I don’t need you
So let me proceed
On my intellectual journey
I mean the neighbors heard us last few nights
Arguing
Verbally slaughtering
Your words sliced through my veins
Soon they flew up to my ears and glazed them
I knew your lies would hurt me in the end
You whispered sweet nothings
That sound great at first assumption
There you are smiling at me
As if I wasn’t mad at you 2 seconds ago
You have a way of using yourself to get to me
Suffocation from your touch
Don’t touch me
Your hands create a plane crash within myself
You are my terrorist
The terrorist that kills every part of me emotionally
You slammed into my best working parts of me
It begins to be depressing because the NYC
Was one of the USA’s Main arteries
Can somebody help me
I rub my hands along my skin gently
Because you left me on the cold side of the bed last night
I close my eyes
Feeling the heat from my heart
Gradually grilling your hands
Because maybe I will be more stern
This time
Don't touch me
I fall flat on my foundation
I hope this is more than what you see