Self-Conscious
So self-conscious
That’s why she spends an hour in the bathroom
Trynna see life clearer
While her mascara
Is running down her face
Because she fails to see
That the reflection in the mirror is more precious
Damn you see
We so self-conscious
That's why we spend all our paychecks buying clothes
Not to be comfortable
Because we rather impress the eyes
Of the enemy
But I ain't about that life
So please don't judge me
See we so self-conscious
Saying the words we don't like to hear
Forgetting what they once meant
So now you spend your days thinking
Damn
Did he really mean it?
We throw around love until it becomes dull
Say it over it just loses its meaning cuh'
Love, love, love
To my generation
See we so damn self-conscious
Cause we beautiful people
Are beautiful to start with
But we rather ruin this canvas
Society wants to paint us
Ordinary nonsense
Don’t hold that door for me
Cause I'm on another genre
Shut up
You just foul
Let me spit local
Madness
Walk a mile in my shoe
My laces loose
Now I'm just tripping over dramatic logics
We so self-conscious
See we live through beauty
And beauty is chaotic
We do the highest things
With the lowest self-esteem
Working so damn hard to live the American dream
When reality just tells you
Dreaming is illegal
So while ya’ll chasing paving
I’m chasing palms trees
Cause I'm so self-conscious
Spend an hour in the bathroom
Trynna see life clearer
While my mascara is running down my face
Cause I fail to see
That the reflection in the mirror
Is just more precious