As long as its in the future time will move me toward it,so im going to keep on fighting, while im struggling but its worth it., tired of all the hatred,im tired of all the fighting, so tired of my own lies,sick of my self portrait, disliking who i am, still trying to find myself, i mean i thought i did.. but i lost it all at once, happiness guilt and sorrow is what my mind stresses daily, trying to flip my own reflection into someone i want to to see mainly,disappointed my family, while trying to be the man 'acting up, acting reckless" i did as much as i can." but does it make sense to do it all for the fans..?