Satanic Sin

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United States
37° 5' 24.864" N, 95° 42' 46.4076" W

The addiction 

My satanic sin
My one true weakness.
The hurt that follows drowns me in despair. 
The pain to come brings me so far down I don't know if I will ever return to normal. 
I am very aware of my weakness. 
It beckons me every day. 
I am stronger than it. 
I know.
But there is something about that delicious craving that I must tame. 
So I give in, "for the last time" I tell myself. 
I know I will give in many more times to come. 
Because the pull is so hard to resist. 
The satisfying nature surrounds me as I partake. 
My world seems to sink in around me. 
I am defeated. 
Ice Cream. 
This poem is about: 
Me

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