S is for Suicide
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Sleep eludes her, as she stays awake, Soundly stumbling Through Her many thoughts: So many stories, Several sights. She’s seldom able to slumber even a second During the sable night, Each so tight With saltant sorrow. But how else could she deal with the loss? How could she Do anything But scream? Selfishly scream? Her sallow screech Said everything, But meant nothing at all. Empty tears flooded her swollen eyes and Spilled over Soaking the materials stained so many times By sloppily-stuck mascara. The spots of salty stream welled And slowly fell, Each seeming more forceful Than the last. Her slight figure shuddered With a shocking slew of somberness As she desperately plead for mercy, For sanctuary, For the sudden surge of strength That would carry her through To ease the suffering of her Steadily served adversity. Her loves say: ‘She is a masochist;’ Her sister says, ‘She is a slob.’ Her sometimes silent but otherwise rambunctious brain says, ‘It is all my fault.’ The priest prays And the neighbors wave, But despite their “help,” She’s distraught And years after she finds salvation, Sunny faces will still have her sought. Her tales will be whispered on playgrounds Adolescents will have seen it online Adults will weep While the elders speak Of how ‘it was sudden,’ and, The poor dear, ‘Not her time.’ She sliced skin And shed red Showcasing a smile Whilst her wrists Moved in saccadic flicks. Sobs further blossomed As she saw The ribbons flow, No longer fighting To hold on. Her sickened heart was sold. Her chest ached as she swallowed her pride, Slumped against the tiles, Her patience worn frightfully thin. Pale lips blew One last sigh As she spied the last Swirls of anguish Swivel their way Down To the drains. She shook, But, In this moment, Of happiness, Relieved she shan’t need to worry About ‘tomorrow,’ Or another Sunday, Again.