I'm drowning in the inability to let go
there is no siding to grab
no raft afloat
in this ocean.
as wilson difts away
I scream in desperation,
"I have lost my self control!"
How cold the water feels upon my skin
the chill penetrating my weakness
I am ashamed.
I am not who you thought I am.
Or, who you thought I was
I thought I was
from all that which inhibits me.
From that which holds my spirit down
From those who wish to see me drown
From those who wish to see me fail
And watch me scream, and cry, and flail
My self worth diminish before my eyes
My mind to suffer from a world of lies
A world that wishes to hide the truth
That every part of me is beautiful
And every part of me is valuable
And I deserve to have a voice
And I deserve to have a choice
and I deserve to have a chance
to be happy, to dance
Like nothing in this world could get me down
cause I am the queen, and I wear the crown
I am someone!
I shall let go!
And by God,
no one, NO ONE!