Clear!
Clear!
Clear!

Beep beep beep beep

Resuscitation of living live
I never died but I never really felt alive
Either
Tell me why they wanna beat the
Man who's tryna stand on his own two feet for
Nothin
But a couple dollars here and there
A snapback some nice shoes ion really think its fair
But Ion really think they care
I don't think they thinkin they acting upon the brink of fear
Pause
And reflect upon that issue
Like you standing in the mirror and its steady asking is you
Ready
For the war that is within
I mean how you gone fight out there when you cant control what's in
In in inhale
Deeply
Feeling like you in Hell
I take that fire and some sand put it in my wishin well
This is just like kiss and tell
Or maybe more like show and tell
Because those elements combine to make a window to myself
Get it?
Fire and sand makes glass
I took that glass and created a window to my past
Before it all happened so fast
When I took things nice and slow
Like your very first time or that old usher song
"I just wanna take it nice and..slow"
Slow, slow..slowly skating thru my life
Figure 8
Hoping that I don't fall thru that ice and slip away
You see I live lose like an untied shoe so I'm trippin
Stacking up my chips and my cheese double dippin
My lifes an icy road so I'm still kinda slippin
Tryna stay awake at lifes wheel but I'm driftin
I guess I need a lil rest kuz I'm tired
Tired of running after the the things that I aspired
So I
Take the double barrel
Pointed at my thoughts
Feeling so helpless
And all hope was lost
But the only thing I lost was my mind
Or maybe through the years all I really lost was time
Now its splattered on that wall
Maybe for that last time
As my finger pulled back slowly , slowly ,slowly
POW!

Clear
Clear
Clear
Beep beep beep

Resuscitation of living live
I realized that real lives are real lies
A barrel to my head kuz I thought that I had lost it all
What if I wasn't lost at all
Maybe I was just misguided
But there's hope for this kid
Who's mentally suicidal
See that barrel at my thoughts has now opened up my mind
That bullet past my brain has now opened up my eyes
Now my humpty dumpty life has been pulled..pulled..pulled back together again now
I have been reborn in the midst of my own mistakes I am new..I am self