Replay
It happened again, as if the scene was on replay.
Emotions came back with force taking the life out of her and putting fear inside of her heart
It’s like what happened before was happening again
Fear, Anger, Regret all just grabbed ahold of her life taking control
She no longer was living her own life, they have changed her story
From a girl who overcame the battle was now reliving it as if no success was made
She thought it was over for it hasn’t happened in years, but the scene replayed once more
This girl who was stronger was now weak for she had no idea what to do
Tears wanted to stream down her face as she thought this was her fault
She felt everything happened has happened because she was worthless or wasn’t good enough
She’s been trying to get through this but has fallen back 100 times from before.
Every feeling she ever had was now wrapped up back inside her
She was living her life on replay
The anxiety now claimed her life as she became scared to go to sleep again, afraid it was going to happen to her once more.
Images would play across her mind as she began breathing heavily as if it was happening, she became so shaken she couldn’t think clearly
Her vision was blurred as she continued to shake uncontrollably.
She held her legs close to her body to protect herself, with her covers up to her face; she sat there in the dark
Afraid for her life she closed her eyes
No matter where she looked, where she went her life was on constant replay